It's been a little over month since Tien passed. I was back for her memorial service and too many surreal moments, too many tears but a lot of laughter as well. No 'ah-ha' realizations or wanting a drastic change; its to continue living the best life possible and be happy.
I can't explain grieving -- we each handle it differently and a part of me still hasn't accepted that she's gone. I think of her every day, wondering what she's up to, what she's eating, where she's vacationing and then I catch myself and remember that that is just wishful thinking.
Tien left a list of bucket list items that we're ticking off one by one. It's mostly food items and one hot air balloon ride that I'm planning to do for her within this year.
I miss you friend.
Moving forward but not moving on.
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